hellowonderland: (rose // dare to glance)
Let's have an update on my life! Fandom and Real, because that's how I roll.

1. I forgot how much I like Jann Arden. I've been downloading all of her old music (I own the CDs but they are at home in Canada) and wow. "Good Mother" especially is so fantastic. It always, always makes me cry because it describes so perfectly how I feel about my parents.

//I've got, money in my pocket
I like the colour of my hair
I've got a friend who loves me
Got a house, I've got a car

I've got a good Mother
and her voice is what keeps me here
feet on ground, heart in hand, facing forward
be yourself


Cardboard masks of all the people I have been
Thrown out with all the rusted, tangled, dented, goddamned miseries
You can say I'm hard to hold
but if you knew me, you'd know

I've got a good Father
and his strength is what makes me cry
feet on ground, heart in hand, facing forward
be yourself

See why it makes me cry? Oh, *sniff* I miss my Mum & Dad so much. Can't wait to see them in June!!

2. I'm re-watching Dawson's Creek and OMG, the chemistry between Pacey and Joey was there all the way back in S1. Mostly because you can tell Katie and Josh wanted to ravage each other soooo badly, and plus, you can tell that Katie hates James Van Der Beek SO SO much. It's splendidly awesome.

How in heaven's name did the writers of that show EVER think Dawson would appeal to a mass audience? Or, for that matter, to anyone? I mean, for the last time, SHUT UP, Dawson. Signed, the world.

3. Continuing with Weight Watchers. It's getting a bit easier, though for a while there I was gaining and losing the same 4-5 pounds which is fucking frustrating. What I'm doing now is sticking to a few main things: I eat mainly fruits, vegetables, nuts and seeds and wholemeal breads and pastas. BUT, and this is weird for me, I'm letting myself have small portions of my favourite foods -- like extra mature cheddar and peanut butter and good salad dressing. It's the best. So a day would be:

Breakfast - a smoothie made with frozen blueberries, frozen raspberries, frozen cherries, strawberries, skimmed milk, 2 tbsp wheatgerm and 1 tbsp flaxseed

Lunch - a piece of cheese, mixed peppers, cauliflower, crispy parma ham, cherry tomatoes and some sort of dip

Dinner - wholegrain pasta with a tomato based sauce and a side salad of mixed grated carrot, crumbled sesame crispbreads, veggies and light feta with REAL olive oily dressing.

SO good and I'm actually steadily losing weight. I mean, so far. Plus I'm doing Jillian Michaels' 30 Day Shred almost every day. It kicks my ass so hard.

4. My fic writing is not going well at all. I can't seem to get it. I am nowhere near Buffy at the moment so can't edit any chapters of By the Rivers Dark to make them fit for viewing. I am trying though. I want to write BSG fic, but don't feel worthy. I have a Titanic fic that I'm almost finished, but I mean, who wants to read that? I'm very sure that I will crank out a Pacey/Joey DC fic circa Season 5 (AKA the season of HELL AND FORGETFULNESS) that will fix that season of HELL AND FORGETFULNESS.

5. I am obsessed with Ray LaMontagne.

6. The constant media attention on Kelly Clarkson's weight is depressing me. Why is that what it always comes down to for a girl? Why is she always measured by that, like it somehow defines her worth? Poor, poor Kelly. I mean, I sense she doesn't give a shit, but that's how she rolls. I, on the other hand, would be crippled by the hatred and bile out there. And why? For what? Just because she has gained a few pounds? Fucking HELL.

That's all I've got for now. I think the rant finished me off.
hellowonderland: (roslin // edge of tears)
God, I miss Battlestar Galactica.

So say we all, right? I was listening to the soundtrack tonight and the title music especially got to me. Not to mention, 'Kobol's Last Gleaming' and 'All Along the Watchtower'.

I miss the actors, they were so frakking good at what they did. I miss Starbuck and I miss Kara Thrace. I miss Lee Adama. I miss the President. I miss the talk of the colonies. I miss the Galactica. I miss Colonel Tigh and I miss SIX oh God I miss SIX that crazy crazy hot hot hottie. I miss the bravery and the bloodshed, the stars and the darkened halls, I miss the battlestars and the frakking or fighting, I miss the kissing and the weeping, I miss the planets and the shadows of the ships, I miss the speeches and the poetry, the epicness of it ALL and how it was so weighty with its own purpose and mythology and history and the gritty, messy, sexy darkness. It brought the pain. I loved that. I loved it. All of it.

I miss that show.
hellowonderland: (tricia // swan neck)
You know, it comes to mind that I really, really love Mary McDonnell? And that in my imaginings, she is just like Laura Roslin in person, so in reality she IS the President, but someone asked her to pretend to be an actress and play the President and she was like, "Ok, I am the President, duh, I know all." If you see what I mean.

I want her to use her 'edge of tears' voice on me. Sigh. I love her.

Oh, and am I wrong in thinking that Tricia and Katee were totally having sex the entire time BSG was on air? C'MONNNNN. Tricia is so beautiful -- wow. But really. Someone MUST have been having sex. I want to know who had sex!

Ok, so?

Mar. 31st, 2009 11:44 pm
hellowonderland: (roslin // hi sexy teacher)
Helo fucking Boomer?


Even though he was technically with Athena, because he thought she was Athena, but OMG HELO ON THE PROWL made me soooooo hot.

Just thought I should mention that, because I forgot to mention that. Tahmoh is frakking sexy beyond belief.
hellowonderland: (kara lee // pretty thing called)


Don't frak with my girl, Starbuck. I means it.

Can't watch the finale. My ending is Maelstrom, and that's it for my 'ship.

I would cry, but whatevs. I'm used to this. I should've learned with Buffy/Angel, but at least they got COOKIES not a PIGEON.

hellowonderland: (kara // angry cereal)
Haven't had the Internet in 10 days ... at the library.

Haven't seen the BSG finale but I've heard enough that I probably won't watch it for a while. Don't think I could stomach it. Why, you ask? )
hellowonderland: (kara lee // triangular love)
OMG Katee Sackhoff.


Not cool.

Don't even know what to say.

This had better not be true.
hellowonderland: (starbuck // up close)
29 minutes in to Sometimes a Great Notion and OH MY FRAKKING GOD WTF IS WRONG WITH THE WRITERS OF THIS SHOW?

I mean, yes, amazing but FRAKKED UP FOR SERIOUS.

I can't even THINK.

hellowonderland: (Default)
Ok, so 18 minutes into Sometimes a Great Notion and already... )
hellowonderland: (kara // long deep drink)
Eww, Leoben.

Do not want.
hellowonderland: (kara // kissed)
I am always very confused when I read posts iterating these things:

a) Kara loves Anders
b) Lee loves Dualla
c) Kara and Lee don't love each other

For serious?

Are we even watching the same frakking show?

My point of view?

a) Kara never loved Sam in the least. He was safe, vulnerable and a bit juicy. Her three favourite things. She played him like a harp and continues to do so up until 4X03 which is where I am right now. He was there when she needed him, and he gave her something to focus on when she wanted to run away. Oh, Kara. You are frakked in the head and need help, and that is why I love you.

b) Lee couldn't have given a frak about Dualla in a romantic sense. She was his revenge marriage, and he got fat because he was so miserable with her. He loves her as a friend, sorta, but she was never, ever going to be Lee's heart. He's Kara's. However frakked that is, he just IS.

c) Oh please. They are so in love they're killing themselves with it.

Ok, I'm done.
hellowonderland: (kara lee // stolen heart)
I just saw Unfinished Business.

I don't even know what to say. Honestly. I don't.



Jan. 27th, 2009 01:32 pm
hellowonderland: (kara // long deep drink)
Ok, so I am at work so I can't really stay long.


I bought S3 of Battlestar Galactica, and watched up to (and including)Exodus Parts 1 and 2, and oh my frakking God, is all I can say.

How did I miss this show for so long?

And how do I get Lee and Kara together?

So many pressing questions.
hellowonderland: (starbuck // up close)
I frakking adore Battlestar Galactica.


Once I have seen it all, there will be fic. Oh yes, there will be fic.
hellowonderland: (for christmas // pace)
I just bought the first season of Battlestar Galactica.

Let's do this thing.

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