hellowonderland: (buffy // fireman)
Yeah, I can't believe it either, you guys.

Title: By the Rivers Dark (7/32)
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Joss. Trixen. They don’t sound anything alike.
Rating: R
Summary: While in search for more Potentials, Buffy stumbles upon a portal, buried inside the rubble of the Watcher’s Council Building. It hurtles her back in time, to a place she could never have imagined.
Timeline: Set after “Bring on the Night” in S7
Pairing: Buffy/Angel

Find the other chapters here
Welcome to the Monster Watch, Buffy... )
hellowonderland: (buffy angel // walk in the snow)
Oops, what happened here?

Apparently, I wrote something. It has been a long, long, long time. But this has been sitting in my brain for at least a year, and I finally, over the last several weeks, actually ... *wrote* it.

Title: It’s What Happened to Them
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Joss still owns them and I still don’t.
Rating: R

A cold room, a snowfall, a disappearing world. Buffy and Angel, till the end, yes. )
hellowonderland: (rose // dare to glance)
Let's have an update on my life! Fandom and Real, because that's how I roll.

1. I forgot how much I like Jann Arden. I've been downloading all of her old music (I own the CDs but they are at home in Canada) and wow. "Good Mother" especially is so fantastic. It always, always makes me cry because it describes so perfectly how I feel about my parents.

//I've got, money in my pocket
I like the colour of my hair
I've got a friend who loves me
Got a house, I've got a car

I've got a good Mother
and her voice is what keeps me here
feet on ground, heart in hand, facing forward
be yourself

......

Cardboard masks of all the people I have been
Thrown out with all the rusted, tangled, dented, goddamned miseries
You can say I'm hard to hold
but if you knew me, you'd know

I've got a good Father
and his strength is what makes me cry
feet on ground, heart in hand, facing forward
be yourself
\\

See why it makes me cry? Oh, *sniff* I miss my Mum & Dad so much. Can't wait to see them in June!!

2. I'm re-watching Dawson's Creek and OMG, the chemistry between Pacey and Joey was there all the way back in S1. Mostly because you can tell Katie and Josh wanted to ravage each other soooo badly, and plus, you can tell that Katie hates James Van Der Beek SO SO much. It's splendidly awesome.

How in heaven's name did the writers of that show EVER think Dawson would appeal to a mass audience? Or, for that matter, to anyone? I mean, for the last time, SHUT UP, Dawson. Signed, the world.

3. Continuing with Weight Watchers. It's getting a bit easier, though for a while there I was gaining and losing the same 4-5 pounds which is fucking frustrating. What I'm doing now is sticking to a few main things: I eat mainly fruits, vegetables, nuts and seeds and wholemeal breads and pastas. BUT, and this is weird for me, I'm letting myself have small portions of my favourite foods -- like extra mature cheddar and peanut butter and good salad dressing. It's the best. So a day would be:

Breakfast - a smoothie made with frozen blueberries, frozen raspberries, frozen cherries, strawberries, skimmed milk, 2 tbsp wheatgerm and 1 tbsp flaxseed

Lunch - a piece of cheese, mixed peppers, cauliflower, crispy parma ham, cherry tomatoes and some sort of dip

Dinner - wholegrain pasta with a tomato based sauce and a side salad of mixed grated carrot, crumbled sesame crispbreads, veggies and light feta with REAL olive oily dressing.

SO good and I'm actually steadily losing weight. I mean, so far. Plus I'm doing Jillian Michaels' 30 Day Shred almost every day. It kicks my ass so hard.

4. My fic writing is not going well at all. I can't seem to get it. I am nowhere near Buffy at the moment so can't edit any chapters of By the Rivers Dark to make them fit for viewing. I am trying though. I want to write BSG fic, but don't feel worthy. I have a Titanic fic that I'm almost finished, but I mean, who wants to read that? I'm very sure that I will crank out a Pacey/Joey DC fic circa Season 5 (AKA the season of HELL AND FORGETFULNESS) that will fix that season of HELL AND FORGETFULNESS.

5. I am obsessed with Ray LaMontagne.

6. The constant media attention on Kelly Clarkson's weight is depressing me. Why is that what it always comes down to for a girl? Why is she always measured by that, like it somehow defines her worth? Poor, poor Kelly. I mean, I sense she doesn't give a shit, but that's how she rolls. I, on the other hand, would be crippled by the hatred and bile out there. And why? For what? Just because she has gained a few pounds? Fucking HELL.

That's all I've got for now. I think the rant finished me off.
hellowonderland: (buffy angel // hot kiss)
Title: The Burning Girl
Author: Trixen
Rating: R
Author’s Notes: Written for IWRY ficathon.
Timeline: Alt after ‘Two to Go’, season 6.
Summary: Thou shalt not suffer a slayer to live.

The city beneath her is sleeping )
hellowonderland: (trixen // gwyneth white)
Finally got the Internets today in our new flat! And on my Birthday too! Ooh, sparkly.

Off to dinner with the bf. He is taking me out somewhere special. This morning when I woke up he had the entire flat decorated with streamers, balloons and presents. He brought me tea in bed and then I opened my gifts. Yay!

PS: Karin, I will post "Afterlife" when I get back, promise!!!! <3
hellowonderland: (buffy // end of the road)
Title: The Truth the Girl Knows
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Ilene Chaiken does the LA lezzies, Joss does the Slayers. Trixen does the writing! Everyone’s happy, no one gets sued.
Rating: R, for graphic sex and language
Timeline: Approximately a year after ‘Chosen’ during the Buffyverse, during the 4th season in The L Word. Knowledge of either of the shows isn’t exactly necessary for the ficcage, but it would be an asset.
Summary: It’s hot in Cleveland, as Bette storms into town on a mission, and meets “Buffy, the Vampire Slayer, and you are?”

I mean, they're slightly Sapphic )

As always, I am open to comments, in fact I desire them, yes, DESIRE! They are sexier than sex.
hellowonderland: (buffy angel // electric light)
Title: For Him, while Dreaming
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Joss pretty.
Rating: R, for sex
Summary: Los Angeles is gone, so what’s a Slayer to do? Set after ‘Not Fade Away’ and written for the Angel prompt of [livejournal.com profile] fantas_magoria
Pairing: Buffy/Angel

When Angel was walking away from her, she said, 'Wait'. )
hellowonderland: (buffy // big looping letters)
Title: By the Rivers Dark (6/32)
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Joss. Trixen. They don’t sound anything alike.
Rating: R
Author’s Notes: This is a re-write of “Lazarus”, a past tale of mine that I abandoned because my writing style had changed too much to continue it.
Summary: While in search for more Potentials, Buffy stumbles upon a portal, buried inside the rubble of the Watcher’s Council Building. It hurtles her back in time, to a place she could never have imagined.
Timeline: Set after “Bring on the Night” in S7
Pairing: Buffy/Angel

She is wet now, wet from the memory of his hand against her collarbone, holding her against the mattress )

...

I have to admit, the lack of feedback is getting me down. I'm not even fishing. It just IS. I would therefore, LOVE some comments. Ok, so I was fishing, but it was honestly done, and whatever, I ramble.
hellowonderland: (buffy // this is how a heart breaks)
Previous chapters can be found here: {pretty}

Title: By the Rivers Dark (5/32)
Author: Trixen
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Clearly, I don’t own them.
Summary: On a jaunt to London with Giles, in search of the magical list of Potential Slayers, Buffy stumbles upon a portal, which hurtles her through Time and directly into wartime London, circa 1942. Obviously this changes her life. In the forever way.
Author’s Note: This is a re-write of “Lazarus”.
Pairing: Buffy/Angel

oh, oh, oh )
hellowonderland: (Default)
Title: By the Rivers Dark (2/32)
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: I don’t own a single thing about this except my words.
Rating: R
Author’s Notes: If you never read nor heard tell of the original story, “Lazarus”, pass this note by. However, if you’ve read it—yes, I have done some re-writes. I wanted to continue the story very badly, but couldn’t because my writing style has changed so much since I first began it. So, after a lot of thinking, I decided to start over and hopefully make it better in the process.
Timeline: After “Bring on the Night” in S7
Summary: As she journeys into the ruins of the Watcher’s Council Building in London, Buffy stumbles upon something that changes everything. In the forever way.
Pairings: Various, but mainly it’s a Buffy/Angel show.

yes, yes, YES! )

As always, and as ever, I would love comments -- they will be met with many kisses, and perhaps some groping.
hellowonderland: (buffy // rush back)
I have been writing this, agonizing over this, for weeks! Time to post before I drive myself any more nuts.

Title: The Rowing Endeth
Author: Trixen
Disclaimer: Joss owns them and I think they're pretty.
Rating: R
Pairings: Buffy/Angel
Summary: A “fairytale” ending to the story
Timeline: Some time after ‘NFA’ and ‘Chosen’. Part of [livejournal.com profile] joss100. Prompt, "The Start".

that untamable, eternal, gut-driven ha-ha
and lucky love

- Anne Sexton

She finds a crack in the mirror. )

So? I hope the weeks and hours were worth it. Thanks for reading.
hellowonderland: (Default)
Title: Four Terrors that Buffy never faced (and another that--)
Author: Trixen
Rating: R
Author’s Notes: For joss100 – the prompt ‘terror’
Summary: the title is self-explanatory
Warning: Dirtiness, heh.


clickety or I'll be hurt )

I'd love to hear your thoughts, so fire away!
hellowonderland: (Default)
(Chapter One)

Title: The Red Deeps (Chapter Two)
Author: Trixen
Pairing/Character: I don’t want to hem this in. The story will be primarily a Buffy/Veronica crossover with many pairings and characters making appearances
Word Count: 1, 876
Rating: R- NC17
Summary: A violent, hot longing in a lonely, changed world
Spoilers: Consider VM and Buffy spoiled in their entirety (not to mention Angel)
Warnings: Femslash, crossover madness, etc.
Notes: Don’t worry if you don’t watch either show, you won’t be lost. Well, you might be. But I’ll go as easy as possible
Disclaimer: I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of Veronica Mars or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. No copyright infringement is intended.

I ache to stop saying her name, to stop feeling the way I do when I say it. )
hellowonderland: (buffy // earth will dissolve)
I posted this in a hurry a few weeks ago (yes, I had had too much wine, shut up!) and quickly deleted because it wasn't even close to being ready. I'm sorry. Here it is, though, actually written and edited and all that good orgasmy stuff. I'm officially starting a new Buffy fic.

Title: The Red Deeps (Chapter One)
Author: Trixen
Pairing/Character: I don’t want to hem this in. The story will be primarily a Buffy/Veronica crossover with many pairings and characters making appearances
Word Count: 2, 521
Rating: R- NC17
Summary: A violent, hot longing in changed world
Spoilers: Consider VM and Buffy spoiled in their entirety (not to mention Angel)
Warnings: Femslash, crossover madness, etc.
Notes: Don’t worry if you don’t watch either show, you won’t be lost. Well, you might be. But I’ll go as easy as possible
Disclaimer: I am in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of Veronica Mars or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. No copyright infringement is intended.


Boys that devastating always die young )

So, be gentle as you can. But please tell me what you thought.
hellowonderland: (Default)
So I've gotten a few e-mails asking me to provide links to all the fics I've written since my "hiatus" ended. Since I despise formatting e-mails, I'll do it here. All these people were on LJ anyway. :)

La Petite Mort (part of [livejournal.com profile] joss100) Buffy Summers (Buffy/Wesley)
Wesley's funeral brings Buffy back from Rome...
The Night of Magical Thinking (part of [livejournal.com profile] joss100) Buffy Summers (Buffy/Angel)
After 'Normal Again', Buffy takes a walk into oblivion.
The Never-Conquered Conquerors Buffy/Angel
My NFA coda. A fight, a lonely hotel room and two warriors, imagining...
Kaddish Buffy/Angel
Everything has changed, but some things haven't.

The Burning Girl Veronica Mars (Veronica/Logan)
Veronica cuts her hair again after the Alterna-Prom, and things keep falling from there.
Slaughtering Butterflies Veronica Mars (Veronica/Logan)
The aftermath and its migrations.
La Douleur Exquise! Veronica Mars (Veronica/Logan)
Veronica, Wallace, Mac, Logan, Cassidy, Duncan, the Body and one long hot summer.

And to think... I've only been back a month!
hellowonderland: (buffy // rush back)
So, since I am apparently insane, I signed up for [livejournal.com profile] joss100. 100 drabbles/ficlets. And guess what my subject is?

Buffy Summers.

Like that's a surprise.

Here's my table:

001. Dreams 002. Nightmares 003. Daydreams 004. Cemetery 005. Hot
006. Cold 007. Lust 008. Hate 009. Love 010. Anger
011. Jealousy 012. The Start 013. The End 014. The Past 015. The Future
016. Clouds 017. Illness 018. Plastic 019. Satin 020. Still
021. Lonely 022. Hunger 023. Vampire 024. Day 025. Night
026. Dark 027. Light 028. Shadow 029. Space 030. Coffin
031. Parent 032. Child 033. Blood 034. Rebirth 035. Life
036. Death 037. Resurrection 038. Dawn 039. Dusk 040. Midnight
041. Watch 042. Monsters 043. Time 044. Seasons 045. Want
046. Need 047. Vengence 048. Direction 049. First Love 050. Weapons
051. Destruction 052. Apocolypse 053. Faded 054. Colorless 055. Colorful
056. Black 057. White 058. Sunshine 059. Puppet 060. Birthday
061. Music 062. Sound 063. Silence 064. Ocean 065. Vast
066. Empty 067. Choices 068. Lost 069. Found 070. Full
071. Fall 072. Myth 073. Secret 074. Truth 075. Lie
076. Terror 077. Betrayal 078. Loyalty 079. Fountain 080. Enemy
081. Book 082. Nature 083. Eternal 084. Serenity 085. Gold
086. Silver 087. Hero 088. Something Wicked This Way Comes 089. Soul 090. Don't Panic
091.Visions 092. Earth 093. Regret 094. Chains 095. Red
096. Sky 097. Water 098. Along Came a Spider 099. Writer's Choice 100. Writer's Choice


If anyone's excited, they can tell me now! I could use some moral support, seeing as I don't know if I'm nuts or what.
hellowonderland: (buffy angel // electric light)
Title: The Never-Conquered Conquerors
Author: Trixen
Characters/Pairings: Buffy (Buffy/Angel)
Summary: After the dragon…
Timeline: Immediately post Not Fade Away

For [livejournal.com profile] a2zmom, [livejournal.com profile] chrisleeoctaves, [livejournal.com profile] scribesds, [livejournal.com profile] alleynyc, [livejournal.com profile] canadiangirl_86, [livejournal.com profile] ba4ever and anyone else who wished I'd write Buffy/Angel fic...

She comes in the thick of it and comes in the thick of it, tasting the orgasm against her teeth-- )
hellowonderland: (Default)
Conclamo, (9/10) )

*pounces* Will give sex for comments! I'm a whore. Especially since I have to go to work now and it'd be so comforting when I got home to see... ya know, some voices!
hellowonderland: (Default)
Conclamo, Chapter 8 )

Would love some comments.

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