Oh Joss.

Well, I'm an incoherent mess after just watching Amends. On VHS. That's how old the tape is. Yes, indeed, I have the DVDs but for some reason, I really wanted to get that old skool experience. I got it. I started sniffling as Buffy was running up the hill toward an about to be crispy-bacon-Angel, and began to sob as she whispered, "What about me?" and by the time the camera panned to them walking contentedly down a snowy street, I was DONE.

What is it about Buffy/Angel, and in particular, that episode, that just REDUCES me to tears? I don't know. I just know that they are, and continue to be, perfect. Whatever mistakes were made, their relationship will always be the one true for me. And the way he LOOKS at her as they pass out of the shot, that little smile, and she presses her cheek against his sleeve and *SOB*

Now, I ask you, dear friends... which B/A scene *gets* to you the most? (I wouldn't pick Amends as my all-time, but I do come back to it more than any other episode... I think because I watch it every Christmas.)

Now I want to write a post-Amends fic. I think I will.

I've also been binging on Veronica/Logan videos from YouTube, and not to mention, listening to Sia and Tori Amos. So you know I'm in a good place tonight.